Getting up is just something normal people do.
Looking presentable is just a useless formality.
Sleeping is an escape, but I'll be damned if going to bed is anything but Hell.
Is eating even really a necessity?
If the days mattered then they wouldn't blur together this way.
If I had something better to do, don't you think I'd be doing it?
Oh yes, you've got me figured out so well--
remaining strapped inside this prison is something I enjoy.
remaining strapped inside this prison is something I enjoy.
... I'm waiting for someone to tell me,
"No one has to live this way..."
in a way that I can actually believe...
(But it would take a miracle for me to have that sort of faith...)
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You're going about it all wrong, Love.
You're going about it all wrong, Love.
No one can give you the hope that you crucify over
and over
and over
in your mind with each cruel day.
and over
and over
in your mind with each cruel day.
Today, it's a lie that things will get better.
Tomorrow, it may still be a lie that things will get better.
But someday to come, if you tell yourself you are going to change your condemnation,
if you tell yourself you are going to leave the place misery runs away to for torment...
Someday to come, it's going to become the truth.
if you tell yourself you are going to leave the place misery runs away to for torment...
Someday to come, it's going to become the truth.
And oh yeah,
This is gonna hurt.
Yeah, this is gonna damn near kill you.
... But aren't you the one who said you have nothing to lose?
You've gotta make a decision:
Start today, or live and die this way.
You've gotta make a decision:
Start today, or live and die this way.